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Threshold Space

I was ten minutes early when I pushed the door open of the ski patrol headquarters for the first time. With a small breath to calm my nerves, I kicked my ski boots against the door frame to clear them of snow and stepped more tentatively than I wanted inside. Instantly, 12 sets of eyes were on

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Publisher’s Note

By Rodney J. Auth

Illustration: PRB+ (original artwork)

I was ten minutes early when I pushed the door open of the ski patrol headquarters for the first time. With a small breath to calm my nerves, I kicked my ski boots against the door frame to clear them of snow and stepped more tentatively than I wanted inside. Instantly, 12 sets of eyes were on me. One of them was connected to a smiling face and said, “Hi.” “Good morning,” I returned, feeling myself starting to relax. With the ice broken, I went about the business of trying to look like I knew what I was doing while secretly watching the regular patrollers for clues as to how I was supposed to prep myself for the day. A few minutes later, the day’s hill captain joined us. He took pains to introduce me as a rookie and walked me through what I needed to do—i.e., sign up for a run to open and close, sign up for 30-minute shift monitoring/enforcing face mask compliance at the main lift and sign up for my shift in the top shack. All of that finished, he handed me a radio, welcomed me to the team and went on with the morning briefing. What was so scary a few moments prior was suddenly fine. At the close of the meeting, patrollers introduced themselves, welcomed me to the team, and answered questions. As a group, we walked out the door into the semi- darkness of the winter morning, clicked into our skis and jumped on the lift to open our runs for the day. As I rode solo up the lift, watching the sky beyond the ridge start to glow with the early morning sun, I enjoyed the small feeling of accomplishment you get when you do something for the very first time. I’ve heard this experience called “threshold space”—a place where things aren’t easy. Threshold space is part of life. Sometimes, we’re going to search out this space by intentionally trying new things—like joining ski patrol. Other times, we’re going to be jammed into this space by circumstances outside of our control—like having a kid diagnosed with cancer or finding yourself in the middle of a global pandemic. Regardless, it’s good to know threshold space is just that—a small space, a moment in time. It doesn’t last forever—no matter how it feels at the time.